All characters appearing in these works are FICTITIOUS. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. So if you think you see yourself in any of these characters, it's probably a classic case of PSYCHOLOGICAL PROJECTION (which is the unconscious act of denial of a person's own attributes, thoughts, and emotions, which are then ascribed to the outside world, such as to the weather, the government, a tool, or to other people), you might want to seek help from a licensed MENTAL HEALTH care provider.